on Thursday, July 3, 2008 , 1:55 AM
After so much then I really realise who are true & who arent luh. Yeap. (:
ALL thanks to them that I found true & real friends & family. :D
REALLY BIG THANKYOU TO THOSE WHO WERE THERE, COMFORTING ME TELLING ME NOT TO THINK SO MUCH ; ETC.
I remembered the funniest comfort was from _. Damn funny. (:
Anyway, I had wanted to quote a quote from laogong's blog. Very meaningful. Yeap. And she allowed but I lazy to grab. So just go and read her blog. http://sophiscated--one.blogspot.com
That quote is damn meaningful. Something like "some things must be felt with the heart" Yup. Very true. I really didnt know how fake some peepo can be luh. :D But its still them and I have NO right to comment on that.

I am blogging at 2.00am. Very early. ): And seriously. People who have read my tagboard may have felt that some tags are really quite rude lar, but seriously. Some peepo are even more rude & vulgar than my cousin & elain.
SO here's to THEM [ cousin & elain ONLY, my sis wanted to tag but I said NO ] :
Thankyou girls! For being there pei-ing me talk through msn till so late. I dont know why I cant sleep lately. Maybe getting sleep disorder illness or something like that, all thanks to _. Yup, cousin said I go to school to study, not get into trouble. Yeap, but sometimes, somethings are inevitable. And we must really accept this because it's GOD's will. AND yah, I agree with her. No one is always right nor no one is always wrong. Right and wrong sometimes, we arent suitable to judge ourselves at all. I couldnt say I am not wrong at all, because I feel that I really am lar. And for _'s blog case, I seriously dont understand that person's intention of blogging that all. For goodness' sake, search your conscience. And yeap, they really dont have tagboards. And elain, I am actually fine with them blogging about ME. (: I am really okay with it. At least, they voice out right? :D AND I guess elain is so funny luh. Her tags and our conversation in msn is seriously funny. I wanna post our conversation but it's kind of private. Yeap, so cant. Cousin said I was made looking like a very bad person and Yup. I really am, in their eyes. What for? If I am, then I really am. I dont need YOU to advertise for me though you didnt charge me for the cost at all. And NONO, they remove because it's kind of mafan to reply? Yup, spammers are getting lesser these days. And they wont, I suppose. Magnanimous people (: [ I suppose, unless they are otherwise luh ]

TO her:
Thankyou so much LOVE! I seriously am thankful for everything you did. For me. Our friendship started like 4 years back [ still counting ]and I realised we didnt have any quarrels or commotion between the two of us. And sisters, we are. _, we are. Forever friends, WE WILL. I am glad I have you, as my dearest friend. For, you are always there when I needed you although we havent been catching up lately. Thanks for the post for me. Thanks for the comforting you gave. Thanks for cheering me up whenever I am down. Thanks for everything! I LOVE YOU, GIRL!

TO _:
I guess, you will be offended. I guess ONLY. Maybe what I say here might be impolite or what but please ask yourself. You started it all. I was just trying to forget the whole thing and dont bother but you just couldnt stop your fingers pressing and tapping the keyboard with nasty comments and such. Yup. There's a limit to MY tolerance too. There's a limit to everything and everyone's tolerance, I guess. I am mean, to you and people whom are with you. So be it. Because nothing I say will change your minds at all. Not even the least bit.
:D
TO her:
Forget the whole thing, I will. :D AND you too, be blessed with him & everything that you possess now. Although I couldnt believe that my friendship(s) with _ & _ will be so shortlived. And even though, we two have quarrelled before, in my eyes, you are still one of my best best best best best friends. & you will always be luh! I remembered that day, when I received your message, and I was reading _ & _ blog, I couldnt wait to call you and talk to you at once. And your reaction was as shocking as mine. I am really glad that I found you, as my very damn best friend. Haha. WITH LOVE, girl!
[PS : I didnt type some of their names because it's Private & Confidential]

TO Bear:
Hope you get to read this luh!
Thanks alot! For pei-ing me talk & talk & talk until so late. And then thanks for your comment after reading _ & _ blogs. And thanks for trusting that I arent such a person as _ described! :D

TO _:
GIRL, you know? Although you told me, " you are wrong too " But I still believe that, we two will still be hao peng you de. No matter what! ;D No matter whether you & _ are still hao peng you or what. I will treat you as my hao peng you! :D

TO EVERYONE ELSE I DIDNT THANK PERSONALLY OR WHAT: You arent forgotten. Just that it's late! So try to understand luh!

As promised to laogong! I dislike " MONKEYS SEE , MONKEYS DO-ERS "
Actually, it's words with meaning inside. [ hua zhong you hua ] Yeap. Dont need to guess who is it. :D I seriously dont understand why you treat me this way. But I am not going to blame you for that because your actions are heart-felt. What you feel like doing, no one can instruct you. Its' your own choice lai de mah! So fine luh, since that's the case, I guess I will never never never [ I really mean it when I use the word like THRICE ] _ you again. So I guess, you will never ask again and I will never _ again. Yup. If you arent happy about this, please confront me. Because I know, you are always unhappy with my blog. And I know, my blog can sometimes offend people without me realising it.
FOR THAT, I am very sorry, not only to her, but also to _. I know. I might not be good at words at times too. And I know, I sound mean whenever I am pissed off or angry.

Oh yah, if you seriously think I am acting innocent, then I really am luh. :D Because what you think counts the most, alright? :D And dont have to get _ to convey that message. (:
LONG LONG POST. I guess, I am going to face _ & _ post bravely. Not going to avoid anymore because I feel that I must stand up & not keep quiet like a sick cat. [ bing mao ] :D :D :D

Current MOOD: EXTREMELY HAPPY. Because I finally voiced out! :D
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